I don’t know if you’ve gone through something very similar, like what I’ve gone through. My testimony and my story is that I’ve had a life of a lot of scary and hard things, which led to me not wanting to live and having suicidal thoughts. And I hope that if there’s anyone that’s struggling with that and is watching this can understand that you’re not alone.
I went through the same exact thing and it was super scary, super lonely, and it felt like God was nowhere to be found. But He was. Even in the darkness, He was holding my hands. Even if I couldn’t see Him, He was there. One day, I finally broke and I know you might be thinking, I’m already so broken, but when I mean break, I didn’t just break. I broke in His hands. I let Him just hold me as I was broken. I didn’t try to fix myself. I didn’t try to change anything. I just was broken. And He really did accept me as I was.
I opened up about my story, I opened up about how I was feeling in my church, in my community, not afraid anymore, because I was so desperate and ready for a change. And that is when the gold came through the cracks and put me back together. That is the key.
So Lord, I just pray that the person watching this video, they’re struggling with not wanting to live anymore, stress and anxiety, really just hopelessness. I pray God, that you help them break completely in your hands, so the gold can seep through the cracks and you can put them together. I pray that they’re just a little bit more brave and have courage to share with their friends, with their church, with their community, what they’re going through, because that’s part of the gold that’s going to seep through the cracks and put them together. There’s hope for them. God, help them realize that and help them see that, in Jesus’ Mighty Name. Amen.
Read more on the GOD TV blog here
Watch GOD TV here
SUBSCRIBE TO OUR DAILY DEVOTIONAL
Start your day together with God and the GOD TV team. Get a daily devotional and encouraging 2-3minute video direct to your inbox.Join today