“When Jesus saw their faith, he said to the paralyzed man, ‘Son, your sins are forgiven.'” Mark 2:5
When Jesus was preaching in Capernaum, a group of friends brought their paralyzed friend. The house where Jesus was filled with listeners, and there was no more space for them to enter. So, they opened the roof above Jesus so that they can get their immobilized friend near Jesus.
Indeed, the paralyzed man received what he wanted and needed, healing from his disease. But, Jesus knew what he needed more, forgiveness from his sins.
So, Jesus gave the paralyzed man exactly what he needed, healing from his physical and spiritual pain.
In the same way, believe that Jesus can give you exactly what you need, and not just the things you thought you need. He knows what is best. Surrender to His best.